i had this intense apocalyptic nightmare last night. i was with my family at my grandfathers house and they kept saying something big was going to happen today and it wasn’t going to be good. and there was this sense that it was all over. so right at the time they said something big was going to happen the sun dimmed but it got very warm outside and the sun started to spaz out (actually the earth must have been) and started moving around all over the sky. i went downstairs and sat on the floor and started chanting hare krishna. a woman came downstairs and started to take all my posters off the wall and gave me a sandwich. i was upset because every one was throwing in the towel while i was praying.

i woke up and was so creeped out by the dream that i couldn’t get back to sleep. i normally consider myself a person who isn’t afraid of death. but of course i am. i believe that life goes on after death. out one body into the next. but there’s always a chance that isn’t true.

that’s the last time i take a melatonin after having three cups of coffee.